Seriously...I am sick

Seriously...I am sick. Sick of all this nonsense that this so call the 1^st family (kepala bapa & datok ulama dia). I just got more sick reading that we lost Pulau Batu Putih to the adopted country of this so call 1^st family (kepala bapa & datok ulama dia). What are we going to do now? Do we wait until they sell the whole country. Even at this moment I feel like I'm living in another country & my Mycard is worthless.

Seriously..I am sick. No one can do anything to stop all this rot from happening. Turn every page in the blogs, you will read about the wrong doing of the so call 1^st family (kepala bapa & datok ulama dia) but what happen? Just like to write or type about it for the fun of accusing? Where is the action? The so call 1^st family (kepala bapa & datok ulama dia) are still there doing damages after another. We Malaysian is just like the leader, sleeping. Oh, I forgot that we like to play follow the leader. Kepimpinan Melalui Teladan is the right phrase to be precise. My goodness we lost Pulau Batu Putih, man.

Seriously..I am sick. That's it, we lost Pulau Batu Putih to singapore. Thank you Pak Lah for selling out our sovereignty to the Singapore. How many millions has Singapore gave to you Pak Lah & his family for this dispute? This is the question. I am not be surprise if this is the case. Pak Lah the incompetent leader starts to sell Malaysia to the southern state to Singapore bit by bit. This is another “penderhakaan” to the Johor Sultanate.

Don't give excuse that the ICJ have made the verdict & we shouldn't dispute it. In the first place we should not entertain the request from the singapore at all.

That is forever Malaysia's land & pak lah have shown how incompetent he can be. Running away to Japan to avoid facing public out cry in this matter. I bet when he comes back he will say “well, we have to respect the ICJ verdict & we have to be mature to accept this decision” blah,blah,blah and make the rakyat look more stupid then a donkey. Our nose is being pull by the so call 1^st family (kepala bapa & datok ulama dia) Hoi...podah...munafik sejagat.

What is the faith of Pulau Pisang is going to be? This worth billions of Singapore dollars too. Would you guess that there is a plan to claim Pulau Pisang by the Singaporean? Would you guess that again we will fight it in ICJ and the Singaporean will win again? Would you guess that it will happen earlier then expected? Would you guess that it will be a nice area from Pulau Pisang on the West cross over through Iskandar in the middle end on the east of Pulau Batu Putih that will be the new Singapore Republic plus the Island? So what is you guess?

You guys in the so call intelligent can't even see what is happening. Strategically Singapore will expend five times the size of the Island. Starts from Pulau Pisang to Pulau Batu Putih. I hope that I'm wrong.

Someone have to do something to stop all this ROT. If we are not careful, this guess will be a nightmare to all Malaysia. Pray my fellow Malaysia, pray for the MOTHERLAND MALAYSIA. Save us from the so call 1^st family (kepala bapa & datok ulama dia)...

GOD SAVE OUR KING, OUR QUEEN & OUR BELOVED COUNTRY.

SURAT DARI SETAN KEPADA PAK LAH SEISI KELUARGA

Aku melihatmu kelmarin, saat engkau memulai aktiviti harianmu.

Kau bangun tanpa sujud mengerjakan subuhmu

Bahkan kemudian, kau juga tidak mengucapkan "Bismillah" sebelum memulai santapanmu, juga tidak sempat mengerjakan shalat Isyak sebelum berangkat ketempat tidurmu

Kau benar2 orang yang bersyukur, Aku menyukainya

Aku tak dapat mengungkapkan betapa senangnya aku melihatmu tidak merubah cara hidupmu.

Hai Bodoh-LAH, Kamu millikku.

Ingat, kau dan aku sudah bertahun-tahun bersama, dan aku masih belum bisa benar2 mencintaimu .

Malah aku masih membencimu, karena aku tidak memungkiri janji ku kepada Allah.

Aku hanya menggunakanmu untuk menepati janji ku kepada Allah.

Dia sudah mencampakkan aku dari surga, dan aku akan tetap memanfaatkanmu sepanjang masa untuk mebalaskannya.

Kau lihat, ALLAH MENYAYANGIMU dan dia masih memiliki rencana-rencana untukmu dihari depan.

Tapi kau sudah menyerahkan hidupmu padaku, dan aku akan membuat kehidupanmu seperti neraka.

Sehingga kita bisa bersama dua kali dan ini akan menyakiti hati ALLAH

Aku benar-benar berterimakasih padamu, karena aku sudah menunjukkan kepada NYA siapa yang menjadi pengatur dalam hidupmu dalam masa2 yang kita jalani

Kita memaki orang, mencuri, berbohong, munafik, makan sekenyang-kenyangya, bergosip, manghakimi orang, menghujam orang dari belakang, mengunakan agama ALLAH sebagai alat kepentingan diri & keluarga, segala-galanya kita lakukan bersama.

Tidak menghargai Masjid, berperilaku buruk.

TENTUNYA kau tak ingin meninggalkan ini begitu saja.

Ayuklah, Hai Bodoh-LAH, kita terbakar bersama, selamanya.

Aku masih memiliki rencana2 hangat untuk kita.

Ini hanya merupakan surat penghargaanku untuk mu.

Aku ingin mengucapkan 'TERIMAKASIH' karena sudah mengizinkanku memanfaatkan hampir semua masa hidupmu.

Kamu memang sangat mudah dibodohi, aku mengtertawakanmu.

Saat kau tergoda berbuat dosa kamu menghadiahkan tawa.

Dosa sudah mulai mewarnai hidupmu.

Kamu sudah 20 tahun lebih tua, dan sekarang aku perlu darah muda.

Jadi, pergi dan lanjutkanlah mengajarkan orang-orang muda bagaimana berbuat dosa.

Yang perlu kau lakukan adalah merokok, mabuk-mabukan, berbohong, berjudi, bergosip, dan hiduplah se-egois mungkin.

Lakukan semua ini didepan anak-anak dan mereka akan menirunya.

Begitulah anak-anak .

Baiklah, aku persilakan kau bergerak sekarang.

Aku akan kembali beberapa detik lagi untuk menggoda mu lagi.

Jika kau cukup cerdas, kau akan lari sembunyi, dan bertaubat atas dosa-dosamu.

Dan hidup untuk Allah dengan sisa umurmu yang tinggal sedikit.

Memperingati orang bukan tabiatku, tapi diusiamu sekarang dan tetap melakukan dosa, sepertinya memang agak aneh.

Jangan salah sangka, aku masih tetap membencimu.

Hanya saja kau harus menjadi orang tolol yang lebih baik dimata ALLAH.

Catatan : Jika kau benar2 menyayangiku , kau tidak akan memberi surat ini dengan siapapun.

It's been awhile....

Salaam & GOD bless to all....It has been a hell of a time for everybody the last 2 months....he3. With all the election hurrah, political scene rocked, price of goods keep on the rise, the blame game starts, the whatever, never, forever we will hear and a lot more things to come have yet to settle down. Come to think of it, I am still the same person, nothing much change. Still breath the stinking polluted air, going through the same jam every single morning, got to spend more then usual though. Well that's about me, what about you? How was your day, weeks, months after the election? Any different then mine? Hope so & I wish you all feel good always.
Actually what I feel the most is freedom, free to express my feelings, my thoughts, my comments, my ideas & my rebellion. Freedom is what feel the air of Malaysia for the last 2 months. The PEOPLE showed their power, the freedom of choice, the freedom to be a Malaysian in the proud land of Malaysia undivided among races, religion & ideology. All come together to show what the people can do. Can't any of them except the reality here? But unfortunately there's is something that is bordering me since yesterday. I found this article in the The Star date 07th April 2008:

Royal Malay Regiment to guard Queen Elizabeth II

KUALA LUMPUR: The Royal Malay Regiment has been selected to perform the prestigious “London Public Duties” in England. The 1st Battalion will represent the regiment.

Malaysia is the fourth Commonwealth nation after Canada, Australia and Jamaica to be given the honour to perform the Public Duties, which has a ceremonial and historic significance

One of the tasks awaiting the 75-year-old regiment is to guard Buckingham Palace, the official residence of the British monarch Queen Elizabeth II.

Army public relations office acting director Kol Fadzlette Othman Merican said 122 personnel from the royal ceremonial team had been selected for the assignment.

Hup, two, three, four: A trainer from the British army leading members of the Royal Malay Regiment 1st Battalion as part of their preparation for the London Public Duties at the Sungai Besi Army Camp. — Bernama

She said the invitation followed the visit of the Chief of General Staff of the United Kingdom Sir Richard Dannat on Feb 28 last year.

“During Sir Richard's visit he witnessed the regiment conducting the guard-of-honour.

The coordination and discipline shown won his heart, and he later invited the regiment to perform the Public Duties.

Basically, Public Duties are divided into two tasks. The first is the “Queen’s Guard” where the regiment will guard the Buckingham Palace, St James’s Palace and Tower of London.

The second is “Windsor Castle Guard,” where the regiment will guard Windsor Castle, one of the Queen Elizabeth II residences.

Kol Fadzlette said the regiment would be involved in regimental tasks with other battalions in the Household division along their placement in Buckingham Palace.

The team will depart for London on April 16 and are expected to start their duty on April 18 and end on June 12. – Bernama

It really disturb me as a Malaysian, the question in my head is who the hell is Queen Elizabeth II to us? How dare the Government send our 1st Battalion from our beloved Royal Malaysian Regiment to guard the Queen? Are we still under British rule? Hey...this is an insult to our great warriors like Tun Perak, Mat Kilau, Datok Bahaman, Dato Maharaja Lela, Dato' Onn, Chin Peng, Rashid Maidan, Ahmad Boestamam and the list goes on. Those who fight against the British colonial rule, What are they? Who are they? Where is their dignity? Where do we as guardian of the nation put our fore fathers that fought against the british in history? The back page? This is an insult to the great nation of Ours, Malaysia. Every merdeka month all the mainstream (hypocrite) media will air patriotic programs to REMIND the people of the struggle for independence, this la, that la but what happen here? Whatever agreement that is agree upon in this matter is still an insult to our great nation. There is a border line between friendship & insult. We have been insulted by our oppressor for hundreds of years. Even now we still receive insults from our southern neighbor country. How long? If we have weak leaders, we can just forget who we are, what country is this & let the dogs rule.

What do we get out of this? From which angle do we see it is an honor? We have been rule by the same law that we are having now for hundred of years. The judiciary that is shameful to the world, with corrupt practice all along the administration line plus along the corridor of power. Malaysian just gave the signal to all the parties involved in the last GE, do not make the people look stupid but then this happen. It may not been a front page story but it is a story that interest the nation. The best thing is the event is called "London Public Duties". Whoa..! that is too much. Since when do we have any obligation to the London public? As far as I am a Malaysian is concern, the Londoners have any obligation to us after what they have got from us and all the colonial countries all this while. We took back what is ours in the like of Guthrie, Sime Darby, Golden Hope, Dunlop & etc through the proper channel. Well now we let the Indian billionaires from India do the British. It's nice to see Indian billionaires buying British companies all around the world. My..my...let the Indian billionaires teach the Brits a thing or two for colonizing their great country.

What is the Commonwealth Countries actually? Is this the way to remind that all of you are under my rule before so this is still under the same rule, respect us the British Ruler? Colonialism wrap under diplomatic agreement. Same as invasion, it is call preemptive strike nowadays.

I thought I feel freedom but yet it is still the colonial mind that rule Malaysia. It is sad to think that we have betrayed our fore fathers that fought against British Colonial Rule. The insult will never stop unless we are truly Malaysian.